UBIN FINALLY! i miss guides so much. cycling was a different experience but not any less fun.

super happy that ryan finally experienced how awesome kc outings are!

today was kinda unorthodox - microwavable pizza, boring movie, spring cleaning, xbox, hockey and soccer. but still great.

whee i'm happy! :)

maybe, if it stops the cough. i hate it :(

regret

i know i suck horribly at it but i've wanted to do in for like forever! i really appreciate your intentions and i'm trying to focus on that but right now, its just being drowned by my disappointment that that's it. at first it was just frustration that you didnt wanna try, like hey i cant do it either but that doesnt mean we give up right! but that was okay coz i thought you eventually would. but now...

lets just be boring instead of crushing raised hopes.

i want to go windsurfing! i totally suck but there's no way tts gonna change if i dont do anything about it right. and my favourite senior's back! and now we shall trap him in singapore till next sem's vacation.

mummy if you're looking for this, congratulations for finally finding it but HAHA nothing for you here!

i stepped on a caterpillar and "deprived the world of a butterfly". but the caterpillar deserved it, my foot hurt like hell.

congrats qamsie, small hidayat and din!

POST EXAMS!!

only been slightly more than a week, but bie b3 seems like ages away.

thurs - we didnt k as planned but hung out in jason's room and jesmond liling lixia ivy and i ate at jp. then 2nd dinner with yings and ryan before meeting guna and heading back to yings for our long awaited night of freedom! i was a total idiot, those 3 were awesome for putting up with me. ryan cleaned up my puke! freaking embarrassing but omg such an awesome friend.

fri - moved out of hall :( these 4 months without it is gna be sad :( oh and a hell lot of exercise by shifting every single thing besides my fridge by myself. i rock.

weekend - papa's birthday and mother's day supposed to fall on sunday, but papa went off on saturday night. so it was kinda celebrated in MACS haha.

mon - kena dragged all the way to sengkang only to find the swimming pool closed! so we went to yck instead. kcians at timbre in the night. just not the same without everyone! and tired as well, but i still love them like hell.


















tues - cheena k with coursemates in the morning, jesmond and lixia transformed into cheena pop stars and they actually sound not bad! sat at the fountain in amkhub with ivy and our koi bubbletea till our butts were numb to bide time. dinner, ipman2 & lepak with yings, jy, guna and ryan in the night.



















wed - spent by myself! swimming and lazing ard.

thurs - lunch with yings at xinwang, got stranded coz it was raining, and kena sit outside coffeeclub and play each others' hp games till mummy came to the rescue. followed mummy to nie to settle her studies stuff and my hall application fee.

fri - mostly wasted life in the hairsalon, dinner/supper with auntymaah.

just realised next week's kinda packed, and i'm pretty very broke :(

five hours

to freedom. to hell with all the screwed up papers i had and the one i'm gonna take later. i'm finally gonna be able to join the rest of the world in saying I'M A FREE WOMAN! just hope i can stop thinking about the post exam celebrations for long enough to do the freaking paper.

mug-free

yes i literally spent the whole day not touching my books, a weekday in the middle of exams. what the hell am i doing right. yings junyuan ryan and i went to jp for ajisen/shopping/swensens/shopping/alot of slacking, what a waste! i remember a day like this during the last exams too, except that time i bought a hell lot of stuff so at least it was productive.

today was possibly the last time. i dunno what to feel. and i dunno how you do so maybe its better that i dont either. its not like its ending, but its definitely gonna be different. and i really hope that its gonna continue, with or without.

stuff 's still the same at home. training tomorrow?

everyone's sleeping :(

instead of sleeping in the morning as i have gotten used to doing, i slept just before midnight. this resulted in me waking up at five, when everyone's asleep. restricted to tiptoeing and sitting here in the dark in case i wake roomie.

material science down! i still think its a retarded subject though. after the paper jack, daniel, caleb, nanzhi, ryan and i had a canadian pizza feast, "celebrating the end of herrick's exams". yea right haha.



















during dinner we were talking about how we cant expect to compete with others in bie coz on top of being so smart, they're damn disciplined and hardworking, while we're...not. the inspirational story of a guy who studies in b3, who played like hell and got two point something in year 1 & 2, and then started working hard and got four point something last sem. and how the people there are not actually studying all the time. which is supposed to show us that its possible, its all down to consistent work. ryan and i also talked about last last night/ ytd morning, about studying next sem. but i did try at the beginning of the sem, and burned out and got sick of it super quickly. so like last sem, i think its all gonna be just talk during exam period, and back to the same nonsense when sem starts.

its bright now! yings just popped by, and after all my hard effort keeping quiet so i wouldnt wake roomie up, yings dropped her waterbottle on her! as if whacking me up every morning wasnt enough, now she has to attack my roomie too. she has a morning paper and then hopefully we're gonna have swensons with ryan coz those two aunties wanna use their coupons. oh ryan moved out :( stupidshit.

no more disgusting music and singing during study sessions

last night studying with bang coz tomorrow's his last paper! i hate it when people finish exams earlier :( its okay, i'd hate to have a crammed timetable with no time to study in between papers, it'd totally kill me. we're at bie now, after like more than a week. i'll probably be here next week though.

chem screwed up my life on monday. to quote jack: " After 5 months of hard mugging, the only thing that i did just now and am good at, is drawing a fuckin benzene ring." so now, even with alot less time for material science, gotta try my best. just now when he walked past david told us not to worry, the paper's easy, but i've been sleeping/walking out of almost every one of the lectures so i dont think its applicable to me haha.

shong needs to switch to another drink, teh si isnt good for her, or so i'd like to believe.

no more anatomy :(

yes i'm actually sad its over! as impossible and sucky as it was memorising all those terms and processes, it was really fun. i'm gonna miss spitting out random bits of information about the body and naming muscles and bones.

i punch/kick/slap on reflex and i need to stop.

hss seminar room

the rest have gone back but i'm determined not to leave till i finish this chapter at least. the lack of sleep is gonna kick in tomorrow again.

susu yings and i rushed our sleepy butts to jp today to eat kfc breakfast and buy colour contacts. i bought maroon for brandon haha hope they're not too disgusting. i think he's gonna pass his math test too, he sounds alot clearer on it than he did before. seeing him putting effort into his studies is inspiring me. right, back to a&p.

i'm sorry

if only we could go back to the way things were before.

ryan herrica's birthday!

yupp it was like a week ago but still. we had fun! thank you so much my awesome almost roomie yings who was the co-organizer, who put in many hours talking online to plan, going out to buy stuff, preparing etc. i was really nervous, and quite a few almost screw ups, but it worked out in the end :)

this made it all worth it.

the birthday boy!

my favourite hall people.

really hope he had an awesome birthday. i love my bestfriend :)

i played with balls at jurong safra!

FINALLY. coz julianne's birthday party was held there today. it wasnt as great as i had expected though. the balls were foam, not the plastic ones we used to have, and were used for loading into these cannons to shoot. it was alot of climbing through small holes, no tunnels to crawl through, no pit of balls to fall into and very few slides. but mostly it was the little kids, who were freaking violent and would just push and shove their way through and step all over you. and coz they're so tiny you cant do anything back! i was swinging on this punching bag thing and fell flat on my face, and my knees hurt now. but it was so funny when it happened, all of us including myself were literally rolling on the floor laughing.

they dropped me in hall since it was nearby and since i was chem textbookless, i went to swim! but at the rate i'm eating, and with no tuesday thurday trainings, blueberry is here to stay.

waiting for the family to pick me up so we can have dinner at ama's house later. whee yummy indian food! :)

to plague my conscience about the chemistry test, we had to shop at ION

which, as we had warned my mother, was a horrible place to shop. i only got a pair of shoes. i know right, like do i seriously need another pair since i already have so many, and still wear my sandals practically everywhere. my brother shops worse than a girl. tries on a t-shirt, walks up and down in front of the mirror, flexes his muscles, asks me to get another size, tries on the other size, and then tries the original size again... super frustrating.

so it was a pretty unproductive day. didnt even get qams present. speaking of presents,
me: so what do you want for your birthday?
ryan: nothing.
me: come on, you must want something
ryan: okay, erm... facial foam?

HAHA he's such a clown. i couldnt collect his book! :( so he has to go down with his poor conjuctivitised eye to get it. when i get conjuctivitis, my eye gets red, and alot smaller. if his eyes are smaller, i wonder how he's managing to see.

another funny convo, my bro and i were discussing some comments on a facebook post and used a few acronyms.
mum: fyi, we teachers have to go through a crashcourse to learn all this internet acronyms. so i know all these LOL and etc.
bran: chey, etcetera they've been using from like the 1980s already la, who dunno.

someone shoot him please.

what is a vegetarian?

someone who eats vegetables or someone who doesnt eat meat? i found it really funny that my brother thought it was the former (coz obviously i dont) but after pravin and ryan both told me the same thing, i'm starting to feel stupid. someone enlighten me!

applied for hall! lets see how this goes. yings is super excited over the squatting arrangements. she sounds like a little girl playing doll's house, deciding where to put everything etc.

like all Good Fridays, the whole family spent the day sleeping after coming back from mass. as brandon pointed out, this means that they're all gonna be awake tonight :(

i wanna shop for an easter dress.

i told shong i was inspired by her and would start blogging again, but havent managed to do so. its been so long and everything's so different! i dont think i want it to be for people to read anymore, more like for me to remember. it was quite retarded and frustrating before not being able to say what i wanted to since people involved would read it. defeats the whole purpose.

ytd was ama's birthday, we had a humongous cake and delicious indian food. thats one thing i can be sure of when meeting my father's side - there'll be awesome indian food. i also discovered that my grandmother, who never speaks english to me and who i hardly speak to coz i think she doesnt understand, has younger totally english-speaking friends!

i hate chinese new year coz everything's closed and we have to sit at home being loserish. even the food shops are closed!