i was really surprised it happened so fast, two days instead of the month/week/till the end of the weekend. and even more surprised at the decision but hey i'm not complaining. i know half the world wants to kill me right now but i'm following my heart on this one. it wasnt easy for me too considering the amount of brainwashing i had done in that short time. but i just cant throw away everything we had just like that. so that, plus during the little bit of praying i did ytd afternoon, i prayed either for it to work out or for me to get over him, whatever God's decision was. okay i feel so stupid even typing this out. but i am really thankful of course. we're gonna make it work together this time.
i didnt go for the og outing coz mummy insisted i had to go for novena since i missed quite a few weeks. then we went to pick up jerome, and since there was no place in unclegerald's car i had to go with them for some aunty's mass, alone! its horrible enough having weird old aunties hugging and kissing you (no indian aunties dont kiss, they sniff!) and talking to you in indian languages you dont understand till they finally ask if you know who they are, and you smile awkwardly and shake your head. its worse when there are no siblings or cousins to escape somewhere else with or to talk to so you wont seem so free and available for aunty attacks! so anyway i attended two masses and one novena and didnt even get to spend much time with the cousins. i'm such an angel.
waking up for 8.45am mass is not good, especially after not enough sleep. after that all sixteen of us went for breakfast at chaichee. delicious! but we came home to naggings about the room and now all of us are irritable and fighting with her. we need sleep!
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