thursday - lunch with bom and raymay. bom was supposed to tell ray that she ONLY wanted PASTAMANIA, and that she asked michelle who gave in and agreed. ray was supposed to violently protest that those days of torture were over, but although unhappy she gave in almost immediately. not fun. anyway we had cafe cartel and talked mostly about orientation camps and cute guys and of course, people. i thought the food was horrible but company was great.
friday - woke up relatively early after 5 of nic chua's missed calls and rushed to mpcl for badminton with cali, beins and nic chua. if anyone is unaware of how much i suck at it, the granny pe teacher had to extract me from the lesson and ask me to pratice my serving on the stage instead of actually playing. what i did play, with xilun, didnt deserve to be called badminton. i was praying for nicolette to come so i could have a similarly non-sportsy partner but she had to go to the bank or smth and escaped. but in the end i think i didnt suck as badly as i used to! okay so i still cant serve for nuts and can only hit the shuttlecock in one way, but i think i improved a hell lot. so proud of myself :) after sakae lunch we headed home where i was supposed to prepare to go out with flabbywabby jessie for dinner, but couldnt coz of a stupid little conflict. really pissed me off, i'm not planning to forgive anytime soon.
saturday - st joseph's church for some mass instead of the usual family gathering. the food was fantastic. a few of them went to some pub after that and the rest were supposed to go to kallang leisure park for icecream, but we ended up in macs coz the little kids who couldnt take spicy food didnt have dinner in church. but after that bran diane mark and i went to vivo for harrypotter. it sucked so bad! but it was fun coz it was the four of us. such a waste that it had to be the night the silva cousins didnt come.
sunday - without going to church! i know i sound like some anak satan but church really should always be on saturday, sleeping in on sunday is glorious. i slacked around most of the day, and went for our original friday plans with flabbywabby. as expected from beach outings, it was mostly emo shit. and since i'm still fresh from an overdose from it, i shall express a little of what i'm still thinking.
i'm actually quite tired about talking about relationships and stuff. screw the past, we dont have to keep reliving what could have been coz its not gonna happen. screw the future, we cant honestly know what is or isnt gonna happen so whats the point in making such claims. and the present, we should just leave it as it is. i'm tired answering stuff like whether or not i really love him and if its gonna last etc. i'm happy, isnt that all that matters? it also made me think about friendships, what people mean to me and what i mean to them. i know there are people who appear like my friends but who really arent, i just dont like to face it. i dunno how to deal with it since i still dont wanna lose them.
okay i realise this makes it sound like i had an absolutely terrible time with jessie, which really isnt true. its just sort of coming to me now, afterward, when i'm alone. it was different just now, alternately emoing, joking and promising never to drift apart again over subway, sticks and long walks. he really is a good guy, no matter how much of an arrogant jerk he seems. i really hope we'll be able to stick to our promises.
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